It Has Been Almost 5 Years

Almost 5 years since I quit being a Christian.

I must say, I have never been closer to G-d since my departure.

I am not freed from the Law or Commandment of G-d. Rather, I embrace it despite my failures each and every time.

No Jesus or so called “Christ.” The Greek book – New Testament is complete falsehood; except those that are genuinely quoted from the Hebrew Bible (Old Testament).

Despite shouldering all expenses on my own in running a website. G-d does provide.

*At your own free will, if you are able to help do so in secret. For G-d sees it. We will be rewarded in due time (v. 4).

“A Light For The Nations”

… Hashem summoned me from the belly; He mentioned my name from my mother’s womb.
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He said to me: “You are My servant, Israel, in whom I take glory.”
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But I said, “I have toiled in vain and used up my strength for nothingness and naught, however, my judgment is with Hashem and [the reward for] my accomplishment is with My God.”
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He said: It is insufficient that you be a servant for Me [only] to raise up the tribes of Jacob and to restore the ruins of Israel; I will make you a light for the nations, so that My salvation may extend to the ends of the earth.
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Thus said Hashem: In a time of favor I answer you, and on a day of salvation I assist you; I will protect you, and I will make you the people of the covenant, to restore the land and to cause you to inherit desolate heritages,
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They will not hunger and they will not thirst; heat and sun will not afflict them, for their Merciful One will lead them, and along streams of water will He guide them.
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I will make all My mountain into roads, and all My paths will be uplifted.
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Sing glad song, O heavens, and rejoice, O earth; O mountains, break out in glad songs; for Hashem will have comforted His people and been merciful to His meek ones.
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Zion said, ‘Hashem has forsaken me; my Lord has forgotten me.’
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Can a woman forget her baby, or not feel compassion for the child of her womb? Even these may forget, but I would not forget you.
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Behold, I have engraved you upon My palms; your walls are before Me always.
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Kings will be your nurturers and their princesses your wet nurses. With faces to the ground they will prostrate themselves to you; they will lick the dust of your feet. Then you will know that I am Hashem, and those who put their hopes in Me will not be ashamed.
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And I will feed your tormentors their own flesh, and they will become drunk on their own blood as on sweet wine; then all flesh will know that I am Hashem, your Savior and your Redeemer, the Mighty One of Jacob.
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1 Hearken, you islands, to me, and listen closely, you nations, from afar; the Lord called me from the womb, from the innards of my mother He mentioned my name.
2 And He made my mouth like a sharp sword, He concealed me in the shadow of His hand; and He made me into a polished arrow, He hid me in His quiver.
3 And He said to me, “You are My servant, Israel, about whom I will boast.”
4 And I said, “I toiled in vain, I consumed my strength for nought and vanity.” Yet surely my right is with the Lord, and my deed is with my God.
5 And now, the Lord, Who formed me from the womb as a servant to Him, said to bring Jacob back to Him, and Israel shall be gathered to Him, and I will be honored in the eyes of the Lord, and my God was my strength.
6 And He said, “It is too light for you to be My servant, to establish the tribes of Jacob and to bring back the besieged of Israel, but I will make you a light of nations, so that My salvation shall be until the end of the earth.”
7 So said the Lord, the Redeemer of Israel, his Holy One, about him who is despised of men, about him whom the nation abhors, about a slave of rulers, “Kings shall see and rise, princes, and they shall prostrate themselves, for the sake of the Lord Who is faithful, the Holy One of Israel, and He chose you.”
8 So said the Lord, “In a time of favor I answered you, and on a day of salvation I helped you; and I will watch you, and I will make you for a people of a covenant, to establish a land, to cause to inherit the desolate heritages.
9 To say to the prisoners, “Go out!” and to the darkness, “Show yourselves!” By the roads they shall graze, and by all rivers is their pasture.
10 They shall neither hunger nor thirst, nor shall the heat and the sun smite them, for He Who has mercy on them shall lead them, and by the springs of water He shall guide them.
11 And I will make all My mountains into a road, and My highways shall be raised.
12 Behold, these shall come from afar, and behold these from the north and from the west, and these from the land of Sinim.
13 Sing, O heavens, and rejoice, O earth, and mountains burst out in song, for the Lord has consoled His people, and He shall have mercy on His poor.
14 And Zion said, “The Lord has forsaken me, and the Lord has forgotten me.”
15 Shall a woman forget her sucking child, from having mercy on the child of her womb? These too shall forget, but I will not forget you.
16 Behold on [My] hands have I engraved you; your walls are before Me always.
17 Your sons have hastened; those who destroy you and those who lay you waste shall go forth from you.
18 Lift your eyes around and see, all of them have gathered, have come to you; as I live, says the Lord, that you shall wear all of them as jewelry, and you shall tie them as a bride.
19 For your ruins and your desolate places and your land that has been destroyed, for now you shall be crowded by the inhabitants, and those who would destroy you shall be far away.
20 Your children of whom you were bereaved shall yet say in your ears, “The place is too narrow for me; move over for me so that I will dwell.”
21 And you shall say to yourself, “Who begot these for me, seeing that I am bereaved and solitary, exiled and rejected, and who raised these? Behold I was left alone; these-[from] where are they?”
22 So said the Lord God, “Behold I will raise My hand to the nations, and to the peoples will I raise My standard, and they shall bring your sons in their armpits, and your daughters shall be borne on their shoulder[s].
23 And kings shall be your nursing fathers and their princesses your wet nurses; they shall prostrate themselves to you with their face on the ground, and they shall lick the dust of your feet, and you shall know that I am the Lord, for those who wait for Me shall not be ashamed.
24 Shall prey be taken from a mighty warrior, or shall the captives of the righteous escape?”
25 For so said the Lord, “Even the captives of a mighty warrior can be taken and the prey of a tyrant shall escape, and with your contender will I contend, and your sons I will save.
26 And those who taunt you-I will feed their flesh, and as with sweet wine they shall become drunk [from] their blood; and all flesh shall know that I am the Lord Who saves you, and your Redeemer, the Mighty One of Jacob.